I’m not the girl that I used to be. I’m not the girl that “needs” you. I’m not the girl that lives for your attention. I’m not the girl that wonders what you would think before she does something. I’m not the girl that cries herself to sleep because you made her feel like she […]

Do you ever feel like things are going . . . too well? Like you’re just waiting on the other shoe to drop? That’s how I have been feeling lately. I have made peace with a lot of things that were embedded in me. I have realized that certain things and situations are out of […]

There are probably a ton more that I should list, but I am going to go with my top 10. The mistakes that I made in the past. I have been forgiven by the people I hurt, but I have yet to forgive myself for hurting them. I feel so guilty. And I need to […]

This past week has been a lot. Workwise, it’s been one of the most stressful weeks that I have been through, since I moved. I clearly won’t go into specifics, but I am so glad that this past week is ending. I learned this week that everyone has their demons. Sometimes the people that you […]

Elementary school. Math class. We learned about finding the common denominator. We had tests on it. We mastered it. Now, as an adult, I believe this is something that we have forgotten. It’s not so much numbers on a paper anymore, but it’s about life situations that we put ourselves in, and WHO causes it. […]

Welp. I’ve got it. On Tuesday evening, I started feeling run down. My fever went out the roof, I had cold chills, body pain, the worst headache of my life, and my chest felt like an anvil was sitting on top of it. Not to mention a throat so sore, it hurt to swallow. I […]

Girl, You just woke up from a dream that brought back so many memories and flooded them right into your peaceful mind. It’s back isn’t it? That tightness in your chest, the feeling of your teeth clinching together? The feeling that your mind may never stop racing to every end of your brain that you […]

OCD behavior – wanting to make sure I have a to do list, that I don’t forget anything, that everything is marked off. Always feeling like I am forgetting something and needing to add it to my list. I have to have my laundry done, my clothes laid out, my dishes done, and everything in […]

I am working on writing prompts now that deal with mental health. Today’s prompt was “If you could change one thing about yourself, what would you change and why?” Well, out of the list of 100 things I would change about myself, I think that my “overthinking” would probably be the number one thing that […]

This is a great prompt, or a terrible one. I haven’t exactly decided yet. A year ago. Let’s think of how my life looked a year ago. I feel like this time last year, I was . . . happy? Even if it were mindless/blindly, I was happy. Work was going pretty well. I had […]