Alone

Have you ever felt so alone when you’re around people? In my opinion, that is one of the worst feeling that you can feel. I wish I could write and explain how it feels. I’ve felt it so many times in my life. I’m the person that is the center of attention. I take control […]

Numb Little Bug

It’s been such a long time since I have written. I have just been so busy. Work has been crazy, buying a house, moving, playing ball, it’s all just been a lot. I feel like I haven’t had a lot of time to myself. Sometimes I feel like I’m just going through all the motions […]

The Last Photo

Have you ever thought about the fact that you never know when the last picture with someone will be? It’s something I have been thinking a lot about lately. I look back on the photos that I have and it hit me that, for some of the people in them, I will never have another. […]

Ohhh This Time of Year. . .

This time of year brings a lot of emotions. The day starts ending quicker, the weather starts getting colder, softball comes to an end for the season. It also reminds me of time that should be spent with family, but isn’t. This year, with Granny being gone, the holidays just don’t feel the same. Grandparents […]

Saying Goodbye.

I haven’t written in so long. I think when things are going well in my life, I don’t “need” to write. I don’t “need” to get things out that are bogging down my brain. Today though, I do. I need to write. My Granny has not been doing well for a while now. She’s 84 […]

What a Week

Tonight, I wanted to write. I feel like I need to write. It’s been a rough week. With having to deal with the loss of a pet and the surgery of another one, I just – I’ve had a really hard time. My anxiety and depression have really been trying to take over. My mind […]

Calming Your Mind

This week has/will be one of the roughest weeks that I have faced in awhile. It’s going to be a lot. My ex-fiance’ messaged me to let me know that my dog (the one I left behind for my step-daughter, because she loved her so very much) was really struggling. Health wise, she was not […]

Questions?

I feel like I have a lot I could write about right now. So many ups and so many downs. So many things that I question. So many things that occupy this scattered brain of mine. I really need to advocate for my dog’s surgery (GoFundMe) It’s really weighing on me. Could I use a […]

One Step Forward, Two Steps Back

Life can hit you hard. Usually when it does, it’s all at once. That seems to be what is happening right now. I’m not really sure why I am writing right now. I feel like I just need to get some things out. It’s been a rough couple of weeks. My sweet little doggy tore […]