- I wish that people knew how much stress and anxiety that I go through, to make sure that the people around me are taken care of. I try so hard to make the people’s lives around me, better, more comfortable, happier. Sometimes, it is at the expense of my sanity, heart, and bank account.
- I wish that people knew how much work I focus on, outside of work. I do try to work very hard while I’m at work, but I get right back on my computer and work as soon as I get home. I literally never disconnect. Just Friday, I answered 54 phone calls. I try to be there for everyone that I work with, so I’m never really able to get away from it.
- I wish people knew how much I need reassurance. I overthink – everything. I can read people’s energy pretty well. I can tell when something is wrong and I immediately think that it is something that I have done wrong. I overthink people’s actions, their words, and even when they don’t react. I need people to give me a lot of reassurance, even when I don’t ask for it.
- I wish that people knew how afraid I am of losing them. I invest so much into people. When I love someone, whether it be family, friend, significant other, I do it with my whole heart. I have this huge fear of them not being a part of my life any more.
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